Monday, November 7, 2011

wild ride

this is not my path
but i can't get away
i fade, i fade, i fade
all shimmer and gray

it's wild, wild, wild
these ghosts i see
we'll go high, high, high,
so dangerously
there's no time, time, time
or place to hide
it's wild, wild, wild
it's a wild ride.

everything is a fight
i just want to retreat
but these ghosts, these ghosts, these ghosts
drop me at your feet

it's wild, wild, wild...

you are not my reward
yet only you remain
this call, this call, this call
echoes in my brain

i'll be gone, gone, gone
before you wake
this road, road, road
is one i must take
please wait, wait, wait
i'll be by your side
it's wild, wild, wild
it's a wild ride.

Wednesday, November 2, 2011

Em thing

You hold the weight of the world.
You are the sun.
Don't try to turn away.
You are the one.

What is there to do?
Everything's on you.
No rest and no home,
you must stand alone.

Tuesday, October 11, 2011

Mary Helen

Mary Helen, there's no tellin'
what you're gonna do.
Your ADD's alright with me
because your love is true.

Mary Helen, there's no tellin'
what you're gonna say.
You may be small, but, through it all,
you brighten every day.

Oh Mary Helen,
You never waver
to lend a hand
or do a favor.
In our thoughts,
you're always dwellin'.
Oh Mary Helen!
Oh Mary Helen!

Oh Mary Helen,
through all our drama,
you'll always be
the greatest mama.

When you're around,
our hearts are swellin'.
Oh Mary Helen!
Oh Mary Helen!

Tuesday, August 30, 2011

brother

C                  Em
e-g-e-g-f-e-d-e
After you're gone,
Dm                           G                 G7       C
a-a-f-b-d-g-g-f-e-d-e
think of the girl who loved you for so long.
Though you love another,
please don't forget me, brother.

When you're at your worst,
think of the girl who loved you first.
She taught you to care for another
and please don't forget me, brother.

A                            Em     A
Though I miss you all the time
And I wish you were nearer
Dm                    C (d-du)             Em
What's in you is in me too, so
Em                   G                G7    C
I can see your face in the mirror

Though we must part,
I'll keep you close to my heart.
You'll give your life to another,
but you will always, always be my brother.

Sunday, May 29, 2011

The artist

You're an artist.
Don't take leave
of your senses.
Leave your
sentence behind.
You are free.
You are flowing.
You're a fighter.
You take care
and take over.
Never hostile,
always gentle.
Bring them close
and close your eyes
to tell the story
of the death
and the hatred
and the wonder
of the womb
where you hide
where you sleep
slowly growing
'til the day
when the world
and all its people
wait no longer.
They long for words
about the bombs
and the bullets
and all the ways
you'll make it right
if you can find it
in your heart
in your mind
in your soul
to paint the picture
of the peace
that will mangle
every malice.
Then all who speak will say:
"There's a man
with a vision
and the will
to make it well.
He's a poet.
He's a preacher.
He's the answer.
He's an artist."

Sunday, May 15, 2011

whiskey mouth

His words tore through me,
Sung in the key of fuck me dead.
Upstroke, downstroke,
Strumming chords both blue and red.

I want your whiskey mouth,
Warm in these cold-sweat nights.
Use those charms you learned down south.
Throw me from your smokey highs.

His six strings held me,
Strung me up clear down to the bone.
Upstroke, downstroke,
Strumming chords for me alone.

I want your whiskey mouth...
 
His music bound me,
Clung to my heart and burned my skin.
Upstroke, downstroke,
Strumming chords that tell my sins.

Sunday, April 24, 2011

under your skin

Heart so fallow
Blood to swallow
Hold me with your teeth and taste

Bones no marrow
Filled with sorrow
Such a beauty. What a waste.

You wear a veil
of the blackest night
and beneath it
is where the darkness lives
and sadness digs
under your skin

Mouth so silent
Words too violent
Fill your lungs with air and sigh

Feet no movement
Hope too distant
Close your eyes. Prepare to die.

Sunday, February 20, 2011

dream

You walk through the crowd,
almost passing me by.
You turn to me with wide eyes.
Do I know you?
What are you to me?
You kiss me like it's a question.
You kiss me like I'm the answer.
You tell me to stay and wait
and I say forever.
You walk back through the crowd
and they think they know you because they invented you
and next to you I look so small.
But you're not any one thing
and neither am I.
I'll wait for you in the balcony
for the end of the show,
and then you'll see you don't know me
but your soul knows mine
and that's what I am to you.

Tuesday, February 8, 2011

so long

So long grasslands.
So long badlands.
So long sweet respite from salty tears.
I'll call you all tomorrow
and a few miles down the road.
It's there that you can find me,
on the Santa Monica pier.

So long old home.
So long known roads.
So long stepping stool to things out of reach.
I'll write you all on Tuesday
when these spaces have been crossed.
At the end there you can find me
on the shores of Venice beach.

So long past life.
So long sad wife.
So long to the girl I've been 'til this day.
I'll see you all again some time
once this trip has come to a close.
And, then, there you can find me
on the mighty streets of LA.

I heard, "Oh come back, come back where you belong."
I said, "I'm sorry, Mama. I won't be home until I'm gone."

Friday, February 4, 2011

With You

With you
distance is not separation
and letting go is not freedom.

With you
love is forever
even when it's no longer love.

With you
we are together
even when there's no one there.

I am bound to you.
I am bound by my misery.
I am bound by my memories.
I am bound by everything you could never give
and I can't get away
because I am bound to you.

I don't care about forgiveness.
I just want to forget.

Wednesday, January 19, 2011

You Say

Arms up, palms out,
you stop me in my tracks.
"Don't move," you say.
"The sun behind you is a halo.
The wind in your hair is the kiss of God.
You look like heaven to me."

I can feel your eyes on me;
they touch me from head to toe.
"Stay away," I say.
"The curve of your mouth is a serrated edge.
The glint in your eye is a loaded gun.
You look like pure sin to me."

Hand out, finger crooked,
you beckon me to you.
"Come closer," you say.
"The scent of your hair is an ocean breeze.
The caress of your hand is a butterfly kiss.
You are a balm to me."

I feel your words beneath my skin;
they mark me from chest to spine.
"Consume me," I say.
"The brush of your lips is a snake bite.
The taste of your mouth is cyanide.
You are a poison to me."

"Back away, then," you say.
"Release me, then," I say.
"You are the completion of me," you shout.
"You are the end of me," I whisper.

Wednesday, January 12, 2011

hey kid

Hey kid who wears his heart on his sleeve,
a tender heart is no cause to grieve.
Every time you open your arms,
You fling it away toward liars and theives.

Hey kid, stand and walk.
You deserve better than all this talk.

Don't be ashamed of your gentle soul
and don't listen to whatever you're told.
They don't know the warmth of your hand
when everything else around you is cold.

Hey kid, stand and walk.
You'll do better without all this talk.

One harsh word would knock you right over.
Those whispers and shouts - hey kid, take cover.
But don't worry about a fall to the ground.
With your hand in mine, I'll hold you up, brother.

Oh brother, stand and walk.
They can kill you with all of their talk.